Alone, always alone

 Alone, always alone 

Days filled with much a hustle and bustle

Night dawns, the moon glistening through

Silence broken by the trickle of water 

Heard from somewhere not known 

No sound of a cricket nor night creature

For I lodge on a high floor

Awake, alone, always alone

Many a people crossed my road

For some I yearned to be with more

But they all moved on, long gone

Crossed this dimension to another

Or to people who fulfilled their lives more

I tried, but never belonged 

Here I am alone, always alone

Not that life's not been good

Not that amazing people have not crossed my path

But it only takes a fleeting moment

To change everything 

The realisation acute and true

Destiny's a choice? I don't know

I move on alone, always alone 

I laugh at myself, Kudos drama queen!

But the turmoil in my head, the heaviness at heart

The screaming voice in my head

Breaking the vow of peace,

Demanding to be useful 

And I shout back, How!

Pondering alone, always alone